Sighhh! Its been a looongg longgg time since my last visit/update on my own blog. I hardly find any time to post update nor to visit others blog too. There is only one reason for this... which is my work. For the past 3 months, it has been very challenging and difficult for me to do my work in my new company. A lot of issues have to be settled and yet i still struggling to learn and at the same time solving the issues.
I found it very difficult to make progress here because expectation is high from everybody. Little guidance is provided (compare to the previous company I worked before) and the process is much more complicated as it is hidden inside the machine. Sometime I just feel exhausted and thinking about giving up. But deep inside me, I know that this is the right choice for me regardless of the suffering I have to endure.
It's really tough.... I lost control of my life.... It was the lowest point of my life ever. I was lucky my fiancee is here so I can share things with her. So, it helps a lot to keep me on track. When things like this happened, I cannot help myself from thinking, why I left my previous company in KL? I had a very comfortable life there. Learning is never been that easy for me. But here? its a total opposite!
But that was 2-3 months back. At this time of writing, I am glad because I stayed. I started to pick things. Everything started to make sense for me. I started to gain control over my work, which mean a total control of my life as well. I foresee that things is very easy here, as long as you know what you are doing and you know how to do it right.
All in all, I am looking forward to work here. Some ppl might see me as a dumb person... well, I have to accept that before but not forever. Sometime you have to be dumb in order to survive.... just make sure you know ur direction and intention....The say goes as "Difficult times never last, but tough ppl do". This is such an inspiration for me to be tough, because I believe that difficult times is just temporary.
Cukuplah sia berfalsafah... my last word is..."Tunggu lah kamurang"... I meant it in a good way... dont get me wrong.
3 comments:
Tunggu la durang tu kan Rayner! haha..i'm glad you are finally getting around to everything... :)
I know you will reach there somehow...good luck in our own and each voyage. This reminds me on the Green day's song which sounded "It's something unpredictable but in the end is right" and I hope we will have had the time of our life. See you all in The Land Beneath The Wind soon
Sini sudah kita land below the wind ni Frankie.... lambat tul sia pi check ni blog sia nih... hehe... Happy New Year kie!
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