A New Week

I've arrived safely in KL last Sunday. Journey was quite fun and good as two friends of mine (Frankie & Clarice) were together with me. We spent a night together before both of them left to Penang. Before that, we managed to meet up for a light drink with Bran, Guz & family, and Alex.

Eventhough tired, but I was happy because I did not feel alone travelling from Penang to KL. I used to drive alone for many times.... And I tell you, It was really tiring to have to drive alone all by yourself. So, my gratitude goes to them! (Jan melebi minta puji ahh.. kasi makan kamu taie...kakaka)

For the first 2 days here, I felt lonely [Instead of horny :)]... I cant explained what I had missed behind. Of course I forgot a few things which is my vacuum cleaner, my engine oil which I purposely left behind and only came to realize that I should bring it back here. (Mahal bah tuh barang .. hehe)... But i felt lonely. Was it because of my friends leaving me? Was it because of the new evnironment again? or was it due to my free time? I dont really know.

I used to think that everything will be easy for me. I used to think that I belonged to be here and has made a right choice. But, during last 2 days, many things crossed over my mind. I realized that I was so attached to my daily routine in Penang. Jogging after work, cooking for dinner, more privacy, out with frens every friday nights etc.... With all these things flashed back into my mind.... the thought of me, making a wrong decision haunting me back.

Anyhow, I knew and I am very sure deep inside me that I was all right. My decision is the best for now and for my future. I just need to adapt again. I just need to adjust myself being away from the comfort thingy, which I guess I will no longer enjoyed like when I was in Penang. Some more, my decision was not solely on my own jurisdiction. I prayed, I pray hard for guidance and I have faith on the path that I have chosen to go.

Now, I have no idea of what is waiting for me in my new employment. I dont know what to expect. But as I always do, expect the least and just go for it and survive. Being observant and make the right move is always the key.

Now, I am back. Sitting in the room I used to sit, looking away the very same view from my window. Even though evrything remain the same, but I am not the same person  who used sit here a year ago. I am expecting a lot more things in life. And I am not running away from it.

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My Resignation

I am in the midst of preparing my resignation letter. I plan to send it by Thursday if everything goes smoothly. This is my tentative plan. I cannot disclose more..... Let us see what happen. May the 1Q 2009 Plan will take it course. Hopefully the wave of the economy downturn will not spoilt it..... again?

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Meeting H-I

Did I mention about meeting someone? Yup, I managed to arrange the meeting and it went very well the next morning. I chose this location as I need more privacy, and to ensure my work and preparation progressing well.

It took about 38 minutes. Anyway, communication was not as good as like the previous one, some arguments have taken place, but it was still within/under my control.

That was the place where i did my job.....

When i need to think and reflect in peace, i have to be comfortable first.

Need a good sleep too.....

The very important tools.

I called this, "The Essence"

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The Plan

It’s only 3 months to go before the year 2008 end. I will be going back to KK next week for my personal retreat (actually it’s a coincidence to be the Hari Raya Holiday). There are a lot of things I need to think about.

For the next 3 months, I have to get through into 3 main things. I named it H-I, P-L, C-H. It’s a personal thing anyway, so I am not going into detail of it in here. But, I have to get these things done by this year, and I am working on it to make it a success.

There will be some complication anyway, which will arise upon the accomplishment of these H-I, P-L and C-H. The complication depends on which method I choose to get it done. I expect it to be happened in the month of January 2009, and now I am considering a few option on how to overcome it the best way I can.

The 1st quarter of 2009 will be a rocky way for me. The consequences will depends on how I managed the H-I, P-L and C-H. I will always try my best and to think that I managed it accordingly, but I am not a sole person to make this successful. It depends on a group of people which I called “The Win”.

Lastly, if this so-called “The Win”, turn their decisions the other way, my next plan of survival which I call “The S-B code” will have to be executed. If I cannot find any resolution by 1st Qtr 2009, then come April 2009 will be another story.

When the time is right, I will elaborate more about this in a more transparent way.

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