Friendship

The word "Friendship" has a very deep meaning for me. I have many friends everywhere, which most of  them are so called a Facebook friends. But the one I called a closed one are just a few, to be exact only 3 of them for the past 29 years I have been living in this world :).

There are many differences between my common friends and a true friends. I can be completely honest, true and trust my close friends. I don't bother sharing my weaknesses or anything personal with them because they don't judge, but giving support and opinions, and in the end, they wanted the best for me.

With my closed friends, I don't expect them to return in favor whatever things I have done for them. It's a pure mutual understanding and acceptance that I tend to treat them better than others. Apart from that, I don't get hurt easily for some mistakes or wrongdoing committed by my best friends compare to the others.

What differ my best friends and the other acquaintances is that I have no emotional feeling for the latter. But I do have emotional feeling for my best friends. When I left my best friends for a reason, instead of not wanting me to go, the chose to support me because they wanted the best for me. And its exactly the same with me, to let my best friend go without showing any sadness and giving gestures that I will be ok without them around.

But as soon as I realized that they are no longer around, I felt a strong sense of loneliness and emptiness and boredom. Sometimes I just wondering, why I keep on losing  my best friends. But if this is what life is going to give me, I have to accept it and keep moving on. I just hope one day I can meet them and have them around me together with my family, if that's not too demanding :)

Till then, I just hope the best for them, and will surely remember them to my prayer.

(Jadi bertuah betul urg yg jadi kawan baik sia, sebab sia inda lupa pray untuk durang every Sunday mass regardless of their belief) - Pengajarannya, jadilah kawan baik sia.... hehe

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Leaving to KL

We (My fiancee n I) done our pre-weds photoshoot yesterday. It took us half day to for the indoor photoshoot, which means I have to find one suitable day maybe in July or Aug to go for the second photoshoot. This time, it would be for both indoor and outdoor. It went well, we are satisfied with the way it is conducted. In fact, we had fun doing it with the friendly photographer.

The preparation and decision making time was really short for us. We only have 3 days to shortlist which bridal house we would want to go, and we only managed to visit three of them. We have to decide on the following day, and go for the photo session before my leave ends which means yesterday. With all the rush, we don't know how is it look like yet. Hopefully it turns out well lah.

Today would be my last day here. I feel sad definitely, to have to leave my loved ones back in here. I could not find any better place than Sabah, although I dont like most of the drivers here. My life would be perfect if I can find one prospectful job here and to settle down with my loved ones around. But, this seems not going to happen in near time. Anyhow, I have faith that someday, I will be back here for good :)

I am going to pack up now, leaving my comfy airconditioned room..... Even though my house is being surrounded by jungle, but everything is complete. I have everything I need :).

THE END

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I am going home...

Yesss... Today is the day! I am going back to my lovely hometown. I am packing my stuff now. Will catch my flight in the afternoon. I feel happy and relieved. I am happy because I can go for a long holiday, enjoy the foods and meeting with my frens n family. It will be a wonderful time over there. I relieved because I am getting better from the Flu. I can't wait to see my fiancee too.

My post will be very short today as I need more time to pack up my things... hahaha. One thing for sure, I will be enjoying lots and lots of beers as I have several events to attend. Wedding events for sure, and some outings as well. So, who cares.... I am not working anyway :)

One nice facts I read from the magazine (Menhealth). We always think that beer gives us belly. But the fact is:

1. When  we drink alcohol, liver stop using fatty acids for  fuel and switches to using alcohol instead.

2. So, it leaves the fatty acids it should have been using to be stored in adipose tissue.

3. Eventually, beer belly is formed.

Thank you, and have a great day! (THE END)

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My First Day

My first day working today was quite boring. As a newcomer, I expected this to happen. But what made it worse, my laptop is not arrived yet. It will take another week according to the department's clerk as she is the one who responsible to purchase it.

My boss who interviewed me was not around. He will only be in by next week. So I might be fully functioning only by next week... anyhow, as usual this is a time for me to learn more abt the people, about the place. There must be a reason why I am so free especially this week. I dunno what waiting next week.

Tomorrow  I will request my colleague to bring me into the production area.. if she got time. I need to familiarize myself with the process. I think the people here are friendly compare to my previous company. They share things. I dont know up to what extent they are willing to share their knowledges, but i take it as a good sign lah. Some more, I didnt expect anything like this at the first place.

At the end of the day, it happened to me that I bumped in with my friends. Two of them. I have not been in touch with them for many years... and they are here! How small the world is. One of them used to be my enemy in my previous company. So all in all, I made 7 new friends today.

My body is still aching. I cancel my second session with my trainer tonight. I said I cannot bear the pain. He teased me by saying I seldom exercising.. But I say I will continue tomorrow. Anyhow since I am paying 159/mth... I will just go for a 10 mins jogging and 50 mins in the sauna. Must make full use of it.

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